Sunday, March 8, 2009

A love that pass

I hurted her?..
I scared... That time she told me don't put too much real love in our relationship.. because we won't have any result..
today i visit her blog.. she said.. bla bla bla..
make me feel so sorry about her...
haiz.. why? im not handsome.. not clever... why her still missing me??
i wonder how to do...

I'm now in KL... finding work... I just realise...
work is hard to find if your SPM result not good..
I was regret about it...
so I decide to take certificate in tarc collage..
but requirement... malay must pass... english must pass...
but i was study in NAN HWA HIGH SCHOOL before.. all chinese and english..
i wonder how my future is..
i scared my malay cant pass... haiz... wat i should do??
study?? work??
or go JB..
pastor ong was telling me that time.. he ask me go..
should i put everythings down?? should I??
and make a new journey... but My love need me.. church need me.. friends need me...
haiz... I found out that.. when a person become adult.. problem come non stop..
think and think ... old faster.. worry more and more..

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